The meltdown or my meltdown started 5pm after receiving a text… can’t share the details but I’m trying to remind myself this shall pass I’m trying to stop talking to humans to avoid more damage I’m trying to convince myself I did my best I’m trying to remember how great I felt this morning. Yet… … Continue reading Today is not the day →

I didn't run today. I spent the morning getting myself busy around the house when girls were having breakfast. Glutinous rice with aduki bean for Sofia and burrito for Lizzy. I rarely get to do this because most of days I'll be running outside. After packing their lunches, leftover/freezer food, and tons of snack as … Continue reading Rare slow Monday →

It is the beginning of winter season in Brasilia. I woke up by Cookie who entered our room 3:45 intending to wake me up. She even touched me. I snoozed for half hour and finally got up 4:20am. It’s dark, cold, rainy. But I was in great mood and excited for my run. I always … Continue reading Muggy day running and cooking →

Run: 6 miles Strength: 50 min at slimfit Nap taken: 20 + 50 between reading, sooo deep. Cooking: kimchi, sourdough, lunch and dinner Reading: love her books/short stories. Started this one. Watched: 2 episodes of Berlin season 2. Girls went to help out at animal donation site, had a play date with Sofia friends, and … Continue reading Saturday happening →

Today I am doing all parenting duties while working full time. 5:00: up and solo time 5:40: Prepare Sofia's breakfast 6am: wake Lizzy up and prepare her breakfast 6-7: pack their lunch, snacks, pre-swimming snack, my bag with changing clothes after spinning class and swimming things (maybe I'll swim today). 7:50: dropped their at school … Continue reading Pretend I am single parenting for one day →