Highlight of Saturday. I found a boxing gym near by with a trainer that does boxing and circuit training. Hubby and I both did the trial out and it was good. I still like our trainer that we did last Wednesday, his session was 90 min for both of us doing boxing only. This one is 60 min with probably half time boxing half time circuit training. The advantage of the gym is that it’s indoor, air conditioned and no mosquito. After some debating, hubby and I decided as we can’t decide, to do one session with each the trainer outdoor and the gym. Maybe we can decide later.
After the boxing session, we had a couple massage. Always feels luxurious no matter how many times we do. A great way to end the day. When we got home, girls were playing lego and finished dinner. I was so proud of them.
Sunday: I realized that Sofia didn’t finish much of her homework. I got mad at her. I am frustrated that I am still the constant reminder of what she needs to do before playing. She’s almost 9, shouldn’t she be responsible already? After a lot of yelling, we went to golf lesson. My mind was elsewhere, still mad and confused. I wasn’t sure I am a good mom anymore, am I being too relax with her? am I being too harsh to her (she’s technically on vacation!)? I couldn’t make up my mind. So she spent the afternoon quiet time finishing her homework. When she does them, it doesn’t take her too long but she’s usually not focused, and takes too many breaks which annoys me because that’s totally opposite style of me. Once she finished, Lizzy was up from nap and we went to roller blade while I called my mom. It’s always nice to be “not mom” but child when I talk to my mom.
Our evening ended with “baby boss” and me with a book. I was crashed by 8pm.
Today I woke up with a weird dream, so vivid and so many moral questions. Now I’ll think about that today 😦 Oh well… will go for a walk to clear my busy mind so early in the morning.