Today is not the day

The meltdown or my meltdown started 5pm after receiving a text… can’t share the details but

I’m trying to remind myself this shall pass

I’m trying to stop talking to humans to avoid more damage

I’m trying to convince myself I did my best

I’m trying to remember how great I felt this morning.

Yet… we all have these moments of caos as its end of the world and feeling the worst of self.

This shall also pass. This feeling in particular because I’ve went through it so many times and survived.

5 thoughts on “Today is not the day

  1. I’m so sorry. Be gentle with yourself. Time will heal, but it’s so difficult going through it. I hope it helps a little bit, knowing that there are people out there, thinking of you and can empathize.

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  2. I’m so sorry, Coco!
    You are doing well to remind yourself: it will pass. It’s temporary.
    You did your best! Whatever happened, that person will come to see that.
    I hope that today (Wednesday) will be a better day and that it will put things into perspective. Thinking of you!

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