1. I had the stress echo done this morning. It took 2 hrs. While the nurse was taking the baseline echo, she had hard time finding something. After 20 min she left the room and came back with a more senior nurse. It freaked me out. Did she find something unusual that need consultation? So … Continue reading 5 things Friday →

While I am covid long hauler with million of unanswered questions about my conditions, I am grateful for: having access to medical care without having to think about whether I can afford or not. having a job with supportive teams and flexibility that let me rest when I need. I can just imagine many others … Continue reading Counting my blessings →

After pouring out my thoughts and feelings yesterday, I felt much much better! As Kae says, usually things have a way of working out eventually. So true, it happened so many times in my life, those uncertain moments about what's going to happen, which ended up to be the most wonderful thing later. Thanks for the … Continue reading 5 things I did on Friday →

I just went through my old blog during months of uncertainty, whether we'd be moving to a new country or not. I couldn't find much of my mental state at the time. But I know I was in current state of mind 4.5 years ago. As I mentioned, I am considering to look for a … Continue reading Too obsessed with one thing →

morning hugs to my 5 years old baby... yes, I still call her bebe :)listening a song that I've loved for years and realized something special about it when listening again. receive an email from a friend and respond within 1 min, it brings me joy knowing that the other person would be surprised and … Continue reading Joyful moments →